I dislike forcing people to understand my situation. Because people simply don't care. All they do is just assume. No point crying no point begging. It's really up to them if they wanna understand me or whatsoever. It's not because of me don't wanna Try to meet him, because so many things have been happening to my family. It seems like i don't care, but seriously I do. Sigh I don't know how should
i put this in words. I just don't wanna lose him. That's all. I really do care, and love. He will never trust this because I don't show my care and concern much to him. )':